Se¢0nd & S£bring
A wake up call for me
As I feel this knife
Kiss the surface of my skin
I remember what you did to me
And what you put me in.
You had me played like a keyboard
With naivity at full charge
You took my soul
And shattered me,
And for that I leave these scars.
Each one a memory
A déjàvu of error.
On how I wasn’t good enough
I always was the failure.
For to pay someone respect
And place them on your world,
And to lie and cheat and
Have them believe
That you really were my girl.
But you liked my attention,
Not me or who I am,
I was so blinded by your lust
I didn’t realize I was in the fan.
But you couldn’t do this to me.
You wouldn’t even try
You’re the one who treats me best,
You leave me feeling high.
You’re the rocket to my heart,
You’re the water in my ocean
You shot my heart with cupids arrow
Soaked in your love potion.
But this potion turns to poison
Whence it drinks another’s blood.
And releases pain into the one
Who held the title “love”.
for me an eternal curse,
Until my time once stops.
This pain will pump into my veins
A cycle, like a clock.
For I’ve never been touched
In quite such a way
That had me tranced like you.
I’ve never been crushed
In quite such a way
A way you seem to do.
But when I plunged into a dream
I didn’t seem to see,
This dream was just a wake up call,
A wake up call, for me…
